Draino

Ten years squandered
Never to be recanted
Stretches of hopefull and disappointing experiences disfigured
Push and pull, the whole time through
Tug of war
Two people move
but at scattered times
Like Checkmate - your turn, my turn
but never OUR turn
Frozen memories infinity
New York,
Peering at shooting stars,
Love making in unison,
Camping, kickboxing, and dining
Together
Happy times always pleasant to remember
Depressing moments too
Cold and hot, not sure the outcome
Warm Mix?
Not sure of outcome . . . too many happenings
Trust raped on both parts
Lies to protect love
Creates more damage
Hurts
Tears burn racing down cheek mountains
Feels like FIRE
Sweaty
Strong heartbeat
Glossy eyes
Confused
What to do?
Logic says, "let it go"
Body says, "sex feels good"
Heart says, "stay and try again" because
Love endures
Other half finally admits
No future seen ahead
Too many false rumors separate us
Some lies - some truths
Abundance can't be separated
No ring, no aisle, no "will you marry me?"
JUST times stabilized and nothing more
Hurts
Let it go, let it go. Nothing more, but to move.
See other people.
Never quite the same.
Looking for same features.
Never found.
What to do?
Where to start?
Tens years sqandered
like DRAINO!